The collapse of a structure you felt so safe in is such a wild initiation. There you were feeling held, and strong. Seen the perfect amount, heard enough to feel validated and carrying a seemingly healthy sense of identity. Trying not to be too invincible even though you’re founded on freedom. It collapses for a number of reasons and those reasons easily stop mattering because “am I at a loss or lost?” Sets in in a deafening way.
Now what about a collapse you have to cause…one that you feel triumphant in because you’re following the call to BE at all costs. The one that resembles the truest love you were made for. The one that your bones came together for. The shattering dilemma of feeling like you caught on too late because another structure was in place.
And now the weighing of those scales wondering if balance is actually a curse word.
Today it is, tomorrow you’ll sweat and toil to keep it a truth to fight for and on and on and on.
The defeat is up to you. The defeat that really is called surrender.
What now? Both these initiations have all the remedy available my dear friends.
Ingredients of shock, surrender, unraveling, death, first light, support and love of the ones who remain.
Breath and connection to the truth that actually is worth it. The reward of a powerful rebirth and creation of YOU. The courage grows stronger along the way. The voice you carry speaks louder along the way. The heart sits prouder along the way. The minds coherence grows more joyful along the way. And you are not afraid.
Us healers are easily found at these dawning’s. I’m here when you are ready. I see you. 🙏🏻
Bound en Luz 