Choosing the self.
I cannot write enough about this. I’ve heard hundreds of reasons and stories as to how a deep healing journey makes one feel selfish, vain, afraid, angry, attention seeking and worried that so many will not be taken care like they’re used to by that person. Too much at stake to lose etc.
It’s the ache I’m talking to when I listen and respond to in empathy and solidarity. Why? Because I’ve spoken out of ache and trauma myself and I don’t cower and react.
It’s the truth I hear in spirit though and speak into you as I begin to unfold the spirit in which that ache spoke through you. You’re worth seeing for where you truly are. But you also carry your true divine spirit and I see and listen there as well. So I tell you the truth.
It’s every wound and trauma and effect of it that has been speaking and acting and living through you, claiming to be you since those things happened. It’s bypassed your consciousness and it’s landed you as a stranger to the truth of how divine you are in true self.
Understand that thinking and believing and feeling leads to living, speaking and choosing what’s running that internal life. On top of that, the ones you live life with in all capacities are receiving from you what you most live out of.
The haunt and war and then the reasons inside of you that deem it selfish is worth the shift in strategy. Taking the time to choose the self and really heal, transform and return to spirit and divinity is not selfish. When you realize what’s truly been “living” and surviving and teaching others about you may not add up to the deep stirrings you know you know about how much you desire rest in self and divinity. That rest affords self love that then radiates purely to others.
I offer this medicine because it clears the sources that have caused this level of self dismissal. Because the love you are and the love you’re worth knowing is asking to be known. And the trust from creator in you to live in such a powerful way is real. My offerings are always open to you and for you.
Bound en Luz 